hasnt been cutting it lately.
toys, blah
fingers, blah
household items, blah blah blah

(insert picture of me crying, lol)

i want so much more. WHERE ARE THE KARMA POLICE? because as much head and as concerned as I am about pleasing my partner i should have hit the sexual jackpot by now.

i should be in relations with someone(or multiple people) who is/are soley concerned with my orgasm. as selfish as it sounds i know. but DANG! i just want someone who wants to find a million and one ways to make me orgasm

must do something about it.

holybat:

blzkn:askvexenkh:darckcarnival:

In vivid detail. If I am too embarrassed you win.

Let me have it.

i highly doubt anyone will do this for me but there’s no harm in trying~

Do it cuz I’m bored guise

(via theblogaboutnothinn)

when im home alone. & i would literally fuck with anyone. i need the strength to leave my phone alone.

i need help

i’ve met his girlfriend. here i go again. mistaking harmless kindess for flirting.

but i can’t get the image of me on top of him out of my head.

i need to go take a shower, this is too much. i want to text him but i know it would be

so wrong.

my ideas are evolving

i used to think it was solely about pain and obedience. a submissive does whatever a dominant wants her to do. its about the submissive giving control to the one who is pleasing her.

but, i have learned that it is in the power of the submissive. the submissive must have the confidence & self assurance to let someone into her world & trust that person. i am giving you the power to control my pleasure.

he felt that she was an animal, that she could enjoy people as she enjoyed food, that her point of view about people was completely opposed to his. 

& decided to masturbate with the spoon i was eating with..pictures later